Our Sacred Divine Feminine power has been stolen from us.
We have not only had it stolen but GLORIFIED and shoved down our throats, ears and faces every single day by the Jezebel Spirit in this programmed Matrix.
I was overcome with the Holy Spirit in my meditations and prayers outside on my little patio to the highest truth of all, Lord of all Lords, Alpha and Omega, Christ-Sophia Spirit, I let go of everything that is not serving thee I said.
I then am overcome with the only human word I can think of is Knowing. An intense energy of knowing that consumed me and I let it. I moved my arms and fingers as I do with my light gloves but this time instead of my human self trying to take control it was just....Water... Fluid and flowing as I said "I am the wind" and I kid you not a gust of wind from no where blew by with my magical dance flowing through my womb as I roll my hips and my sacral chakra feeling my breath as my hands so effortless fly through the air as out of no where I begin singing over and over "All that is not for you Lord I let go" till a whole song poured out from the heavens as though I had sang this song many times before as my body continued its sacred movements all while feeling the spiritual warfare in my mind deprogramming the wounds from Jezebel within me. First battling thoughts of what if my neighbors are watching me, the thoughts knowing that if a man was watching me he would be imagining my sacred movements for his ego sexual desires, then asking myself why do I care what my hypothetical neighbors are thinking? Asking this questioned helped me truly see how deep these Jezebel wounds are. Taking me on a journey into my inner child in so many different aspects, brought back to being bullied in elementary school for having boobs, being bullied in middle school by lil boys with hormones they didn't know how to handle a curvy developed girl for her age other than to pick on her and call her fat creating so much body dysmorphia within me, seeing my curves and then comparing myself to the tiny little popular girls and wondering what was wrong with me, taught in church that my curves needed to be hidden and that my body will "cause my brothers to stumble" to then being bullied in high school from girls who were intimidated by my beauty, created rumors about me, because of my curves I was labeled as a whore and guys would assume I'm DTF... I became fearful of my beauty for whenever I claimed it, Jezebel would attack me. You see... like Jessica Rabbit, I am not bad, I'm just drawn that way. For those who know me you know I waited until marriage to have sex. Not out of religious programming but out of the deep knowing in my soul how powerful sex truly was and it was something I only wanted to share with someone who had the ability to love me not for my looks or what I could do to please their sexual desires but for who 👁 am. I am a beautiful woman. I'm not ignorant to my physical beauty it has been my biggest battle my whole life in this realm being that I am not only beautiful on the outside, but my inner beauty is very rare. I have always been awake to this even before knowing what I was awake to. My energy and beauty is intoxicating to some people and as an empath I can feel it. I did everything I could to hide it, deny it, and in the thick of my darkness unaware of truly how powerful this beauty was, as I was so consumed by what these people thought of me. Thinking that there was something wrong with me and having those suicidal thoughts in the dark hole that I buried myself under of all the opinions and thoughts of everyone else that kept my Divine Feminine in chains thinking it was she who was the problem.
All this knowing is being poured from the heavens as I am singing and moving my body through my womb space and I feel these shackles being lifted. I feel my indescribable, powerful, stunning, Goddess within being set free. For it is Jezebel's spell on humanity that is the problem not me. For it is the thought that my body was created for the sexual pleasures of men that is the problem not me, for it is the thought that me moving energy through my body and embracing my senses means that I am a freak in the sheets that is the problem not me, for it is thinking that sex is expected if you find someone physically attractive that is the problem not me, for it is thinking that sex is nothing more than a lustful physical activity that is the problem not me, for it is demonizing the female body to serving our brothers programming that is the problem not me, for it is suppressing the knowledge and wisdom of who and what the Divine Feminine is to this world that is the problem not me.
For my mere existence challenges this programming inside the hearts of all who see my light. I am sexualized, demonized, and misunderstood by all who are under Jezebel's spell. It has hindered my ability to have relationships with people especially males for most can't get past my physical beauty to truly uncover the depth and vastness of my soul inside. I know longer am censoring or hiding this beauty inside of myself no matter what Jezebel does to attack me, for my divine beauty has the power to move mountains, my sacred movements have the power to create worlds, my sovereign fire has the power to burn this Matrix to the ground and release the chains from my Goddess Warrior sisters who Jezebel has been lying to, convincing them their bodies and self expression is nothing but "sexy" ... My beautiful, stunning, warrior sister... Your body and self expression is SACRED 💯 It is absolutely divine and when you claim this knowing over yourself, there is absolutely NOTHING Jezebel can do to stop you 💪🏼🔥🙏🏼
The Divine Feminine is coming for you Jezebel... and there is nothing you can do to stop us 🔥🧝🏼♀️⚔️
“And to the angel of the church in Thyatira write: ‘The words of the Son of God, who has eyes like a flame of fire, and whose feet are like burnished bronze. “‘I know your works, your love and faith and service and patient endurance, and that your latter works exceed the first. But I have this against you, that you tolerate that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess and is teaching and seducing my servants to practice sexual immorality and to eat food sacrificed to idols. I gave her time to repent, but she refuses to repent of her sexual immorality. Behold, I will throw her onto a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her I will throw into great tribulation, unless they repent of her works, ..." ✨Revelation 2:18-29✨
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