Tomorrow is my birthday. Well technically in 58 minutes and probably by the time I’m done writing this and post it will be my birthday as I lay here in my bed restless. 28 years around the sun. So many changes in my life and emotions flowing through me I have been battling it out in the warfare’s of my mind more than I would like to admit. More than I will admit here...
How much of my soul gets misunderstood and fragmented by trying to place words over the indescribable. Though at the same time the magic that happens when I am able to find words and flow them together in such away that brings me back to RAmemberance. Brings me back home to myself and why my crazy ass choose to come back to Gaia to help bring forth New Earth as I anchor down heaven with my fellow Light Warriors.
The heaviness of it becomes as unbearable as the lightness of it is freeing.
The capacity for emotions in my body and how many of them I can hold in one given moment has taught me so much of my strength and abilities to heal the world around me through my ability to heal myself as I observe each emotion as though we are at a dinner party together.. I get to know each one that enters my vessel, I allow them the time and space to be felt, listened to and heard. I love and thank each one for the lessons they teach me and I show them the way out of my vessel as I reclaim my sovereignty using the pain, hurt, sadness, love, joy, kindness, and the list goes on to fuel the fire in my soul for my purpose. 27 has been my most growth and transformational year yet. I have learned more about who 👁 am and the great calling upon my life to be the change I wish to see in this world in ways sadly most people will never have the courage to step into. Most people can never admit that it was them who was holding them back this whole time no one else. It’s easier to blame... The heaviness is much more bearable numbing your life with distractions and addictions to ever know who you are... the fact I know who I am that statement alone makes me a threat to the system that has always indoctrinated us into who they need us to be. Distracted and Addicted. The fact I am willing to lay down everything I love... everything that makes me feel whole and safe... everything that makes my heart ache with the deepest longing for the sake of my highest purpose... for the sake of my mission here on earth... for the sake of our children and the innocence without a voice that need my fire and truth inside my voice frequencies that have the ability to wake up the souls others have deemed lost. Wake up the ones that would never have had the courage had they not seen me rise into mine... I know my power. I know what I ignite in those around me and you either love me or hate me... and going into 28 I can honestly say I don’t give a shit which one it is 🤷🏻♀️ For I innerstand deeply that I do not serve the world. I serve a God mightier than the idols most worship and trends that are in season... I serve a God who loves deeper than the darkest hole I find myself in that will resurrect anything my heart lays down to serve and will do so in such divine timing that my soul cannot help but cry out oh lord you glorious wondrous eternal source of love and strength, I am whole because of you. I am me because of you. and it is you who has been inside of me all along. For it is you I choose to share with the world. For I am called to be a Lampstand to the world with tongues of fire and truth. So 28 here I come... If you can’t handle the heat I’d stay out of my way for my flames have just begun to rise... This is just the beginning and I already know that this lap around the sun is going to be my most epic one yet 👌🏼☀️😎
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